The Days Seem So Long
2011 January 29
Created by Lisa 13 years ago
Pillar,
today grandma feels so alone without you i can hardly breathe,i can only look to god for the stregnth i need to make it day by day.missing you so very much you are my pride and joy.the pain is so fresh and it feels as if it will never get better,like my tears will never subside.i think of you every second of each day,wondering what life would have held for you.your second birthday,your first day of school,learning to ride a bike,to watch you grow,learn,blossem into the lovely little lady you are.your first date,prom and all the thing we was so excited to see happen for you.my only comfort is knowing how many lives you touched in the short time you blessed us with your presence.you are so dearly missed and forever will be.but i am thankful you are dancing on streets paved with gold hand in hand with my dear sweet jesus.grandma loves you so very very much pillar.today as every day is just so very diffrent without you.grandma is trying to be okay.and i will except this at some point.but not just yet. i love you dearly my sweet little lady pillar.